For about three months from July to September I was completely fine .That thing never happened to me again so we got relieved. During this time I gave my exam and was waiting for counselling. In September I again started feeling difficulty in bteathing. This time I immediately told my mother about this because I don't want to experience that near death experience again. We went to a pulmonologist and get all tests done. But in tests everything was normal. He gave me some medicines and said it was due to cold. During those days I was unable to sleep. When my whole family went to sleep I just keep gazing at the moon and asking God to either I should die or get relieved from this pain. I even thought of suicide due to that condition. It was literally worse than dying.After one week my condition started improving. I continued medicines for three months. Now two years had passed and I never experienced that thing again but I still fear from that experience. I pray to god no one should experience such thing in his life.
I used to study during daytime and in evening I usually went to my friend's house to refresh myself and take a break from study. My mother was coming on 24th june. So on 23rd june I decided to clean the house properly because my mother is somehow obsessed with cleanliness and I hadn't done much cleaning since she has gone. After my father left for work, I started brooming, suddenly I felt like I am unable to breathe. I started feeling difficulty in brrathing. But I ignored it thinking it was my misconception. In evening I went to my friend and told her about this. She also said that you might have cold. So try taking steam. Actually at that time it was not much vigourous. At night after dinner my father went to sleep, I went to study in other room. Suddenly I felt that I am unable to breathe completely. I was restless. I mostly don't tell my parents about my problems until it becomes intolerable. I think it would make them worried. So I didn't tell anything to my father and decided to take steam. I thought it would cure it. But After taking steam also, the condition was all same. I literally thought that I would not survive. I constantly keep reminding my deva and all the best memories of my life. It was the most mysterious thing of my life how I went asleep on that night because there was no chaces of sleep because as soon as I try to sleep my lungs were like completely blocked.
This happened two years ago. In June 2022 my mother and my sister went to my nani's house . As I was preparing for my JEE entrance exams at the time, So I decided to stay at home with my father. Initial days went fine.
Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support.
I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized.
he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that.
he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened.
he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence.
i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me
i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction.
after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly.
things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it.
we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe …
our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far?
this has upset me so much its hard to even function.
In morning when I wake up I didn't tell anything to my father about last night because I thought everything would be fine now. Moreover my father was going to receive my mother so I don't want to make him worried. But after he went my condition even worsened. When my mother came I just couldn't control myself and started weeping and told her that I am unable to breathe. I told my parents about whole incident. My mother scolded me for not telling my father about this earlier. Then my father took me to the hospital. But my bad luck all the pulmonary hospitals are either closed or doctors are unavailable there. So we went to some other doctor and he gave me some medicines and I got relief from them.
